Official start of LessonsI'm still trying to get use to the moving around thing. Well, pretty alright I guess. We have 2 breaks everyday. Hmm, but the whole schedule gets push back, so actually it's not much of a difference.
Anw, during second break I was running all over the school w my backpack on my back. (hahaha! when the cold wind blow...) I was looking for 2 sec 2 girls because the sec 2 rep didn't manage to contact them yesterday and this morning Gracey wacey told them there wasn't gz. When I heard that, I wanted to "faint". I hurriedly went to find ways to how I can get them. Thankfully w Doreen everything was done! ;-D
From next week onwards, I have to be around in every gz practice. Mmmm, a good chance to pick up new things from my seniors ;-) Even if this means I have to make some adjustments to my schedule like Amath tuition to Wed and piano to some other day, I think everything is worth it. Got to work hard, play hard, enjoy myself as much as I can in sec 3, hopefully come out more from my comfort zone this year. Wait, I think I came out of my comfort zone during the advertisement for Talent-night for Sec 1 o. I was some kind of nerd/auntie, speaking in a short-tongue manner, pulling my pants high, tucking my shirt in & with this no-colour-sense spec. Haha. That was a pretty good one, I felt. (I don't know how I look then, LOL!) ;-D
Just chatted w Da-jie over at MSN. I was feeling quite helpless, lousy awhile ago about myself because of some self-psychology thinking, keep on thinking about the wrong side of things. This thought of some prefects (sec 3s) not liking me has been bugging me for quite some time and I told her about it. & what she said, really brought me smiles and yes, I am special. God loves me! (Cheryl keeps saying that to me). I need not really care about what others do to me, think about me because I just need to do my duty properly and to serve Him.
"some are born to acompish great things with their gifts. you dont have to change your character to become more outspoken just because the head prefect says you must do that. just stick to the status quo of how God made you to be. " (really appreciate what she said. and i must not keep thinking negatively ;-/)
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Another long day tomorrow. Actually, honestly, I'm feeling quite exhausted already :-/
